I'm gonna be a mummy.

It is unbelievable , isn't it? When I saw the positive pregnancy test on the 1st of December, I couldn't believe it. I thought it's just a dream, and I'm going to wake up. But I realized, it is not a dream, it is real. I'M GOING TO BE A MOTHER! Me and my husband are very happy, we are always wanted a baby, and I think the time is arrived to have one. We love children, so I think we're going to be good parents. We don't have any experience, because this baby is our  first one. So obviously it's going to be hard. But who cares. One of my friend said: "doing your best is all what a child needs." If you do all your best, then that baby will be happy. We try to do everything we can, give everything we can, I hope this will be enough.

Concert experience Part 1.

Last week I went to a Demi Lovato/Enrique Iglesias concert. I was really really curious and excited because I really like them. I prefer Demi's music, but I like Enrique too. So I went to this concert, and it was really good. I had a very good experience. First of all, I have never had this kind of experience before, and I could see two famous singer I like. So it was an amazing night. I don't regret that £60 I paid for the ticket.

My muffin wonderland

I made muffins a few days ago. I like muffins. No, I love muffins! I really really love them! I think they are just so cute, and you can eat them every time of the year, and if you decorate them they can be really good for any holiday, like Christmas, Easter...etc.

And the other thing that you can put anything in them, you can do any kind of muffin: fruit muffin, chocolate muffin, onion and meat muffin...etc. So if you are very creative, you can have very nice and  yummy muffins. :)

I'm back :)

Yesterday we finally arrived home, back to Manchester. I can say we had a very nice holiday and we had the opportunity to meet lots of family members. I've already written about our new kittens in my previous post, you can see more pictures about them. My sister was so happy, she cried a bit when we had to say good bye on the airport. I met my little brother too. He is 21 but he still my little brother. He's working in Germany. So in summary, we had a very nice, busy holiday. The weather was nice, sometimes it was raining, sometimes it was sunny.

Holiday in Hungary Part 1.

Hello everyone! Unfortunately I didn't have time to write because we so busy. This is very good, because we
have so much fun with our family, but I don't have too much time to do my blog. But fortunately now I have some time to sit down and write, because i gave my iPad to my little sister so she's not going to disturb me for a while. :) haha. I always have to find out something to distract her, anyway she would hug me all day long. :)

My family

Tomorroooooow!!!!!! Yes, just one day I'm going to see my family. I am so happy to have them. They always support me, they are there every time I need them. I have a step father, because my mum divorced when I was 9 years old. My biological father couldn't be a real father, he still can't. He was an alcoholic, he is still drinking. I had a bad childhood. But when my mum got married again, everything started to get better. I was 14 when they got married, my brother was 11.

Now I can say that I am very happy with my family. I have good parents who always support me, I have a crazy brother :D and a beautiful, little cheeky sister. :) I love them.

5 days and Bon Voyage :)

Hey guys!

I am very very excited, because only 5 days left and we're going to Hungary to visit our family and
friends. It's going to be a 2 weeks holiday, and I'm really looking forward to see my family and my friends. I've already bought gifts, and I think tomorrow I will start packing, because if not, maybe I will forget something. And I don't want that. Isn't it horrible when you think you packed everything in your luggage and you realize on the plane that you forgot something important. It's already happened to me, I don't want it again.

Good news

I've already written about my hungarian blog in one of my post. I'm really happy about that blog and I want to share the good news with you that I've been invited to be a VIP member of the website where I'm blogging. Its name is CafeBlog and now I'm a VIP member. This means I'm going to get paid after the views of my blog. They're going to publish my posts on other websites and online magazines. I am absolutely happy and excited about it.

I want to prove...

Today I was thinking about why some people work so so so hard to prove something. I realized that we all want to prove something. We want to prove that we are clever, or faster, or better in something. But why do we have this urge to prove?
I think I can say that the reason is deeply rooted in people's childhood. Kids are mean. Some of them think they are bigger, better in everything, and they start bullying the vulnerable children.
These children are going to be adults, and they want to show everyone that they are not stupid, they are talented, clever...etc.

Cake, sweet cake :)

I always say that Nutella is the best chocolate on the earth. I don't know who discovered the Nutella (I should look for it), but he/she was a very very clever person. You can eat Nutella with Nutella :D or with cakes, cookies... etc. You can't dislike Nutella.
So, before I lose my mind because of Nutella, I want to share with you the Nutella-Banana-Almond cake what I made today. Basically you just need to do a sponge cake, and before you put it in the oven you have to put banana and almond in it.
You can find lots of type of sponge cake online. I share mine.

Autumn in the living room

I don't like rain. When it's raining, I'm always a bit down emotionally.  So I have to do something to get through this emotional roller coaster. I like autumn, but this is the bad side of the autumn.
So what am I doing? I always stay warm with a warm cosy blanket, and drink a cocoa or tea. I choose a good book to read or watching a good movie.
I hear the raindrops knocking on the window, the wind is blowing. I hear the autumn in the living room.

Apple pie :)

Hello!
A few days ago I decided to make a cake or something sweet. My was going to work and I was bored, so I started to think, what could I bake? I chose apple pie.
When my husband called me, I told him what I was doing and he said he is very "happy" that I was baking when he was working. I said it's not my fault... :D
But obviously I couldn't eat all of the apple pie, so he could eat too.

Gardening :)

Today we decided to do some gardening because our front garden was a little bit uncared. It's a shame, I know. It wasn't that bad but it needed to refreshed.  We were cutting the grass and the hedge.  And now it's nice and clean. We don't have flowers, because this garden is too small. But it was good to do some work. When autumn is coming, people need to do lots of things in their garden to keep it nice and clean. We did the same. So now it is nice. I like it. And I'm really proud of my husband because he's done most of the work. I've done most of the talk. :D ha ha ha. But it's good to do it together. It's faster, and funnier than doing it alone.

Autumn :)

I love taking photos... I could say this is one of my hobbies. But unfortunately I lost my camera's battery charger, so I couldn't take good photos. But... on Wednesday I finally got my new charger, I ordered one from Ebay. (Thank you, Ebay!) So today I decided to go to the nearest park and take some photos. Autumn is so nice, and leaves, everything. I like the smell of the autumn. When I was walking in the park, everything was so quiet and peaceful... I wanted to stay longer but sadly I had to go home. But I can say I have lots of nice photos what I want to share with you now. I hope you'll like it. :) xx

Three steps above the heaven

Today I watched the movie: Three steps above the heaven. The short story: "Story of two

young people who belong to different worlds. It is the chronicle of a love improbable, almost impossible but inevitable dragging in a frantic journey they discover the first great love. Babi (Maria Valverde) is a girl from upper-middle class that is educated in goodness and innocence . Hache (Mario Casas) is a rebellious boy, impulsive, unconscious, has a appetite for risk and danger embodied in endless fights and illegal motorbike races, the limit of common sense." (IMDb)

About my book... and sharing a terrible experience from my past

I've had a post before about my dream. That dream was about a book I want to write. I've started it, and I must say I really enjoy it. When I'm writing, I feel that this is the only way to show my feelings to show my real personality. Lots of people asked what kind of blog do you have? I just didn't know what to say. Then I realized, that I am not a fashion or food blogger, I am something else. Hungarian says I'm an ego blogger, because basically it's about me.

A dream...

Today I've decided I want to write a book. I don't have any experience in book writing, and I've never
wanted to started it, because I haven't found anything interesting yet what I could write about.
But last night I had a dream... seriously, I had a dream and the perfect book I write. I dreamed every single chapter...

Autumn is here... our beloved episodes are back :)

Everybody loves summer, I think we can say that. But when summer is coming, everybody is going on holiday... actors too. So we're always sad a little bit because no more episodes from our favorite series. It's a shame... for me this is the only thing I don't like in summer. Anything else is good.

But now autumn is here, so series are back... super!

It's time for tiramisu :)

I love baking. I really enjoy doing new things, create new tastes, and being creative. I like baking
cakes, cookies, breads, muffins, everything. And the most important thing that my husband eats every kind of cakes, cookies, so I don't have to think too much about what I'm going to bake. :)

My last masterpiece is tiramisu. Everyone loved it. I made a picture about it. But unfortunately I could make a pic only about the half of the tiramisu. The family have already eaten the half of it. :)

About my favorite book

Today I've started to read my favorite crime story again. Its title is Ten Little Niggers by Agatha Christie. I love reading, this is one of my hobbies. And I really like crime stories. I studied law and criminology in Uni, maybe that's the reason, I don't know... But I like them. I can imagine every situation easily and when I'm reading, I always try to imagine how would I feel if I would be there...etc. Sometimes it's scary...

Photo shooting

Today me and my husband  were going out to the nearest park to do photo shooting.  I bought a few clothes (6) on the Branded Lab event. It was an event for bloggers and we could buy clothes there and they give the money to the Cancer Research UK.
So I bought a few clothes and we decided to start a photo shoot. I'm not a good model but I really enjoyed it, it was fun. Unfortunately we had time only for one set (because he had to go to work), so I couldn't change to have photos in other clothes.

I don't know how to make this decision...

A few days ago a girl sent my husband a message on Skype. We've been friends before. Best friends. But in March everything changed when she lied to me, and hurt me so much, so we don't talk since March. This girl is hungarian too. But she doesn't have any friends, I was her only friend. 

Friends of the Earth

Yesterday I met a very nice girl, Laura, she stopped me when I was going to home from work. Honestly I don't like if strange people stop me on the street and talk to me about things I don't care. But this was different. She didn't want to force me to do or read stuff I don't want, she just asked a few questions and told me things about environment protection. And she was right.

About the movie "How to lose friends and alienate people"

I always watch movies when my husband is in work and I have nothing to do. Today I chose the
wrong movie...I'm sure, I did. Because this movie was terrible. IMDB says that this movie deserves 6.5 stars. I think it deserves zero stars.
I thought "How to lose friends and alienate people" is just a comedy or a good romantic movie. And yes, basically it was romantic, sometimes "funny" (not for me).

When people don't appreciate your work.

I am the member of a hungarian group of bloggers on Facebook. When I started my hungarian blog, they were nice to me, but now they're not. I can tell a story about it.
A girl asked me to write a post on her blog, it's like a guest post. She said she wants bloggers from abroad to post on her blog about the culture and fashion of the foreign country, where they live.

"Stay Strong and believe in yourself"

Today I've just got my invitation to an event called "Fight cancer with fashion". I always wanted to go to an event like this. Why? Because I know the feeling when you have to fight cancer. I think it's time to share my story with you.
In July 2011 I started to feel a small lump behind my left ear. It hurt, so I thought going to the doctor is a good solution. It wasn't. The doctor said it's just a lymph node. But it was not just a lymph node. It was more. But he didn't do any examination just gave me a medication and sent me home. The medication didn't work. I decided to choose an other doctor when I was going back to Uni in September. I did. He was a very good, nice, kind doctor. Thank to him, it turned that I had cancer. A lump behind my ear. The doctor admitted me to the hospital immediately. I had the operation on 27th of January, 2012. My lump was 5-6 cm big.

I'm happy to have you...

I have a little sister... She's 9 years old. I really miss her. We have a very special connection, we just love each other so much, I can't tell you this feeling. I remember me and her played a lot, when she was a little, a baby and then toddler. I will never forget it. And she just started the school when I got married and came here to UK. I couldn't be there for her, to help her with school stuff. Honestly...I regret this very much. Because I wanted to be there. And I'm so proud of her when she gets a smile face for her homework, etc. She's just so cute and adorable.

My favorite top 10 videos

I've already had this post on my hungarian blog, but I just thought it would be great to share with you
my favorite top 10 videos from Youtube. These are not just music videos. I found other interesting videos I really like. I haven't put them in order, because I don't have a "favorite favorite". :)

If you have a problem, tell me, but not behind my back!

I hate when someone is talking bad things about me behind my back. It's just not nice, and it hurts. I
don't mind, if people talks about me but not bad things. I've never said bad things about anyone behind their back. Because if someone would do that to me, it would hurt. My mom always says: if you're talking about people, say good, or nothing.

Chaos everywhere, but I`m fine, thanks!

My life was a mess... I was feeling confused and alone. Chaos was everywhere and I was looking for my place, and I haven`t found it...until now.
I just realized, if I start organize my stuff, putting everything in its place, and cleaning, throwing in the bin everything I don`t need, then I feel better. Yeah, really, I feel much better. Just cleaning my life. It`s a bit hard because I have a lot of bad memories, and now they just come up, and believe, they hurt.

Amanda Todd, the victim of the Internet

I was touched by her story, when I watched her video on Youtube. She was a very nice, young teenager girl and if I would've seen her on the street, I would've never thought that she had that struggles. She made mistakes and it led to tragedy... but she didn't deserve the suffer she had. No one deserves suffering, especially no death. We all make mistakes, especially when we are teens, but this is not a reason for anyone to bully us, or chase us until we commit suicide.

Hello!

Hi everybody!

My name is Jane. I'm from Manchester, UK. Originally from Hungary. I've already had a hungarian blog, and I decided I want an english one. I like living in Manchester. The people are nice, and there are a lot of interesting and nice place to visit.